I didn’t realize why I had been so sad. I didn’t think you not being here would impact me that much.
Long distance is like living in Alaska. You; being my sunshine are always there and I know you are, otherwise the world wouldn’t be here, I wouldn’t be here, as I am at least. But I only ever get to experience your warmth, the light, the love, occasionally. The difference is they pay people to live in Alaska, I’m still broke. I miss you.
Trouble haunts my future like a stranger in the night.
2 weeks in.
I sense there’s something in the wind that seems like tragedy’s at hand…
I wonder if I’d even look pretty if you could see.
I feel distant from my “friends”
I feel like I’m getting replaced
Like I’m kind of just there
Always last choice
Always have excuses
Ok, thanks guys.
Me, every night.