November 2010
4 posts
This is me, without you.
I understand how you could just walk away from me. Why stand by some one who can control the pain you caused them, some one who, says nothing but insulting jabs towards you loyalty.
How could I possibly expect you to stay here with me.
but at the same time, would it be so bad to tell me that you care? thats the only thing I want to hear. That you fucking give damn.
Is that so hard to say?
“Maybe I’m just farsighted. The further away something is, the better I can see...”
– Shouji [Nana]
oh and,
I am so fucking selfish.
just nothing.
I’ve realized that you started to walk away from me a long time ago, and I’ve been running after you trying to keep up. Only a year ago you told me you would do anything for me, and you would always be by my side, but as I tried to get you to repeat those words to me you tell me that you don’t really care any way. You might laugh when I die. If I left, you would just shrug....
